kegilaan melanda sang kelawar bermata hati...

one word can i say "AWESOME" seriously i get what i really want.. friend who willing have fun although its so tired.... but u know whut the best thing we never fell tired... when i have happy laugh n start to make up something out f box... ya damn besh...... hahhahahaha... sooo happy...

actualy the story began when me n my bff decide to karaoke ... since yesterday we plan.. but almost many time im thinking to go.. coz we have no transport... so today we make the crazy mazy things.... hahahaha... we get the bus from home... then makan first...so what the amazing makan time are treat by someone mysterious... so good... cos save.. then walking to karaoke center...

in one hour... we karaoke with 5 song each of us... hahaha... tak puas ok??? but its ok... actually we are having reduce cos enjoy outing... so we back by walking ahaaa... u know what that is far from my home.... we stop at mamak having teh o ais n roti canai.... sound like penat so with hope calling my bff bf ... with hope he can come n pick we up... damn it... he wont. ok fine... i'll decide to call my scandal... hahahaha.... bodoh!!!

our dialog

me:"hey... kat mane??"

him: "rumah, why syg?" (euwwwww... but tahan je la...)

me: act i was stuck at mamak .. n wanted to back home.. can u??

him: ok i'll be there... so u with??

me: friends!!

him: ok let your friend get back by herself.. coz i want to pick you out.. accompany me makan..!!

(wtf... takan aku nak tinggalkan kawan aku... bodoh ek kau ni??"

me: ummmm.... ok u just pick us then u send by friend back n i go with u k?"

him: tengok la dulu cam mane??

me: ok

in just a moment after i got a message

" babe i think u juz back first... kita kuar lewat2 sikit pon tak pe kan?"

ouhhhhh mampus la sama kau.. ingat aku hadap... hmmmmm.... annoying...

hmmmmmm..... lelaki tak boleh diharap....

at last .... last decision making is "JALAN KAKI LA" hahahaha but its best gilos kot... i dont care...

just jalan2.... time jalan memang tak rase pape... huhhhhhh bile sampai umah..., OMG perti woaaa tumit kitowg... hahaha sabar jela karaoek punye pasal kan??? update blog pon lewat pagi... so by tomorrow i'll upload pic taht we had snap while walking...

huhuhuuuhuhuh....

to BFF hope we can have fun like this next time... i wonder u are my best ever friend..., heheheh

to jantan2...

i prefer to lose u than friends......

happy.. bahagia...

i think this is the most happy post i have done yet... syabas awak!! hahaha

he... who bring happiness again in my life.. i know although im not in love with him at first.. now on i believe with the statement that told love someone who love you.. and its work ... i try love someone who really love me.. im very happy when he try to give all happiness to me.. im try to test him with many things... just wanted to see his patience to me... n Allah show me the truth... he is mine... he really know what i really want in my life, relationship and more.. at last i've found!!! yeaahhhhh i found... no more MR S... but his name still start with letter S... what ever.. do i care.. as long as my new MR S... give back who is me before.. no need to stuck all myfav food as well.. n the important thing im no need to create the other fake account to stalk him.. n i know ican fell his sincere...

Ya Allah give me little space of happiness....

B....

ILY

IMY

dun ever break my heart...

i believe u...

mwahh

sya tidak lagi berharap :)

ingat tak post saya yang zaman tok janggut tuh.. yang sal MR S...

yeahhhh sy gtaw pon ape response dye selepas sy luahkan segalanya... semuanya xmemberi ape2 kesan pd dye... u noe whut?? from now on im doing happy without him in my heart as well...

i just make up everything about him lose in my heart n mind after i asking kawan dye... how could i control this felling to him... honestly since that tyme... kawan dye just ask me to forget him.. n stop to treat something fool out of my self... nak taw ape bende bodoh yg aku pnah wat... here we go the list of ::

1. block rice from get in to my tummy... damn

2. no contact with other guy... konon2 nak tgu dye la.... wtf??

3. PM dye sesuatu yg worse bajet cm dye nak la kat aku.... gth!!!!

4. pergi tulis kat blog... fb yang aku cinta dye sgt2... what so rubbish....

5. once again im suffer without nasi in 3 months onwards... cam haram..

6.create account fake cz nak tgok update sal dye... so worse

byk lagi la... malas nak list penuh kat sini... huh!!! betapa bodoh dan hina ase diri aku ni...

yeahhhh cinta tak boleh dipkase but can he just tell me...

"wani i cant with u" so fine i'll leave without wait...

betapa buduh nye aku pergi tunggu dye..... Penghargaan tertinggi pernah aku ase...

Penghargaan = Penghinaan.

kalo nak cite panjang pon tak gune.... to those read up my blog... sorry la .. i just update my blog.. bile stress n takde tmpat mengadu.....

kepada kau MR S....

aku tak salahkan kau....

bukan salah kau....

semua ni kebodohan aku mencintai kau....

mengharap pada kau....

menanti kau......

semua ni salah aku....

from now onwards im not be fell to think and to remind about u anymore...

kau jangan tersa sangta.. aku tak salahkan kau...

kau lelaki yang baik.. semoga Allah temukan kau dengan wanita idaman kau....

kecewa... terkilan...

arghhh aku ni tak abis dengan sedey jek kan??? yaaa mmg sedey ..... kali ini bukan pasal cinta ok.. aku dh tanak amik tau lagik pasal cinta ni... yaaa... sebelum tragedi kesedihan ni berlaku.. aku mmg happy melampau... yeahh dpt gi trip langkawi dengan clazmate... OUH God Awesome babe.....

tu la melampau happy sgt... kan dh nangis pastu...

cite nye bile aku balik kampung jek.... muke aku hitam legam cz sebelum tuh gi mandi laut bagai nak rak... haha xde la sedey sgt kan?? hehe.. pastu ok la kan?? happy dok umah dpt rehat2 la kan??

then ma n abah ckp nak gi s.alam cz of my Kak Yang ngan Angah Wedding.... so feel like so exited dgn harapan dpt la pgi wedding tuh kan?? then ma ckp "kete dh ade org tumpang so u juz leave n take cre of Opah k..."

OMG ta suke nye bile kene tingal.. argghhhhh damn... tak suke bile berurusan dengan org tua ... terpksa simpan jek dlam hati... xleh la luahkan... nnt kate kurang ajar plak.. k fine la... redha... maybe bukan rezeki nk makan nasi minyak mereka...

ok la fine la bile dorang dh pegi.... i am jus felt bored staying at home like a bibik.. masak la kemas umah la... smpai la tataw nak wat pe lagik ..gi basuh van abah la.. siram pokok bunga la... tgok muvie kat umah ulang2.. ya as u all sume tau i duduk kat tmpat jin bertendang tuh skg mane pape.. cm nak ngok wayang ke .. bowling ke?? window shop ke?? xkan nak window shop kat Pusat Pakaian HARI-HARI kan?? errrghhhhh..... sangat tekanan k fine la... jus make something happy havin joke with opah.. gelak2 n so on....

tibe the next day Opah pulak pegi jalan cz adik dye yg dok kat pahang ade balik kampung... OK fine Opah was leave me too... gi shopping la kat ipoh kan Opah kan?? suke Opah...

k fine..... :'(

dok kat umah sorg.. mogok lapar la konon satu hari i tak masak... adik2 i yg boy sume pgi kenduri sape ntah kat kmpung tuh.. then takan la i nak gi kenduri tuuh without Opah or Mak kan?? Malu la.... tibe2 tau dh beratur jek nak amik nasi.... euwwwww plisss...

ok fine... saya tak masak bukan mudaratkan sape2 coz they all are having fun kat luar sane tuh makan2 la ape shoping la... so i jugak yang lapa... damn...

ok fine...

bile mak n abah balik cm petang tuh... melulu si gadis berkebaya batik... she was show me what she got from abah n ma.... damn.....

DSLR... funkin ....

that my dream k... aku yg beria2 cite ma nak beli kamera tuh tup2.... dye yg dpt... sedey tersangat... tetelan air liur tengok dye pegang kamera... ya we 're sibling ta patut aku jeles ngn dye... u know what... i deserve to get that too....

ma bukan tataw ... i was dreaming of that camera dari sekolah lagik....

cam ne aku ta sedey when she said... "this camera was mine"...

k fine la... aku merungut jgak.. then she said

" i xnah mintak ape2 dari ma n abah...u are alwez.. hpon la... apela..."

then aku terfikir ape yg aku dapat... handphone???

seingat aku.... handphone yg aku pakai sg ni dh nak barai... n for the infomation handphone ni aku pakai bile abah dh pakai setahun... what was that??? k la... aku tataw ape lagik yg aku mntak..

aku ase tak de pape yg baru pon kat aku ni... aku selalu sangat beralah k ngn kau...

walhal las few month kau baru jek dapat lappy kau skg... then kau beli plak DSLR... was unfair ...

sedangkan kau tau aku nak camera tuh.... kau la tempat aku luahkan cita2 aku.... menitik air mata aku tengok ko dapat je ape yg ko nak.... aku tak penah dapat ape aku nak...

when SPM kuar dulu..... aku dapat driving license as pezen... u got too... walhal result aku lagik ok dr ko... ok fine aku xnak condem kau.. sebab aku tau ko kecewa ngn result SPM kau... aku bagi semangat pada kau untuk terus sambung belaja.. wtv happen....

that was unfair for me... aku xpenah pakse mak belikan macam2 untuk aku... cz aku kesian kan mak.... tp kau pakse mak n at last mak beli jugak... takan tu pun mak xnmpak....

mak abah...

wani xnah merungut bile abah bagi berape pon duit kat wani.... wlaupun tak cukup wani ckp je cukup....

tp die xde pon abah.....

wani xnah merungut bile wat kerja umah... kemas la ape la... wani buat jek....

wani xkan buat bile mak kate xboleh...

wani ikut jek ape mak cakap....

wani terkilan sangat bile mak belikan untuk dye ape yg wani nak sangat2... ape yg impikan...

ya im look like childish when crying bcz of something i did'nt get from ma n bah...

but that what was i felt....

sangat sedih....

bile difikirkan.... ape yang aku idam2 kan mesti xdapat.. xkire la ape pon....

aku nak kurus.... xdapat...

aku nak Dye.... xdapat...

sume la..

mungkin sbb sikap aku yg let people happy...

thanks to all yg dh dissapoint me... its ok as long as u happy... n to Angah my sis...

u dun to be worry... i jus wrote what im fell....

as long as u happy.... im happy for u....

im still love u.... we're sibling ryte??? xkan nak gaduh bende cm ni kan??

ilove u k.... practice make perfect.... gune sebaik mungkin... i wish u luck....

love u....

mimpi , impian dan cita-cita

hello... i want to talk about mimpi.. or in english we called dream... what do you know bout dream..

yaa.... why i have made this post coz i got dream last nite.. it is bad dream?? sweet dream...

naaa... i got weird dream hello.. listen carefully weird dream not wet dream... huaahuahaua...

my mom said dream can make conclusion of any problem.. my granny said "mimpi mainan tidur"

so if u got a problem such as u dun know how to make a cake as well... is that dream can give u a solution... OH MOM i'm not agree with u... hahaha.. let say granny opinion.. its that sleep can playing with the dream... ya when u got the scary dream... "YA Opah amazing games there when screaming on bed"... hahaha... i dont know why everyone has do got a MIMPI...

but sometimes MIMPI wil happen in real... ya i admit when some simply situation happen i will recognize " something like repetition things happen here"...

someone around u will said " That your mimpi la".. WTV... that is so weird about mimpi... its ok when the simply situation will happen real... but please dun ever happen when i have MIMPI i was pregnant out of married..... OH No... suddenly i will dead in sin.... (BUNUH DIRI) Ya Allah avoid me from this.. the other way of MIMPI... is IMPIAN that also called DREAM... IMPIAN means a things that u obviously want.. n ofcoz IMPIAN will be out of box.. that are tottaly different with CITA-CITA .. means something that u fell will happen such as u are medical student n for sure your CITA-CITA is Doctor BEDAH la.., ortopedik , n so on...but talking about IMPIAN there will be something impossible to have but probably possible to got..

such as me i got IMPIAN to be a singer .. what so annoying fat gurls with big size of dress wanted to be a singer " so ridiculous!!"haha... but its possible will happen coz yaa.. friends n others said i got talent... (PERASAN)... stop it wanie... heheh.. whatever either MIMPI, IMPIAN or CITA_CITA its some part of every one life.. u need to have that kind of things... completely your CITA-CITA,... realize your IMPIAN and ofcourse enjoy MIMPI doesnt mind whatever type of MIMPI that u got.. that is valuable illusion life.. ngeee :)

ps: broken ENGLISH sorry.. learning process...

kekanda org jujur

hahaha... kalo tgok pade tajuk post cam dialog kat dlm filem P.ramlee.. Ahmad Albab
tp bukan nak cite pasal tuh pon heheh... sebenranye nak cite pasal... org sering meluah jokes ni pada aku.. orgnye hanya aku berikan name kekanda jujur.. wahhh... authentic you name tuh.. haha
dye la org yang dh bagi aku kenal ngn kamera yang aku idam2kan DSLR. waahhhh....
sangat minat...
bile mule2 mengenal Kekanda jujur ni... mmg terpancar kejujuran diwajahnya... hahha takde la... mane de lagik lelaki yang benar2 jujur.. ayooo
tp mmg kwan yang Kekanda jujur ni.. lawak orgnye... tp bukan la nak lebih2 k... seronok kawan ngan dye ni.... talk with input from brain ma.... bukan ckp kosong saja....
ok2 malas la nak kepochi kat sini... tgok jek hasil kerja tangan saya buat pertama kalinye saya memegang NIKON D90 DSLR....

gmba ni je dpt upload... ya as u know.. berukband ini lembab...

ASSALAMUALAIKUMMMM.....

yeaahhhh... alhamdulilah akhirnya terbit juga ruang dan masa untuk aku update awak oHH BLOG KESAYANGAN.... heehhe

ye la.... skang aku dah semester 6 lorhh.... huh... sangat penat banyak keje... hari2 mesti kene tido lewat... FB pun jarang skg... ye la saya tak de BB cm awak n awak kan?? saya hanya on9 kat CC n mintak simpati kawan untuk 5 minit... hahahaha

awk2 sume nak taw ape perkembangan terbaru Cik Wanniey Salim ini...haha terbaru takde la terbaru sgt.. basi jugak news ni... tp bg yang ta rapat ngn sy kowg mesti tataw yang bukan KLianz lagi.... hahha ade ke?? KLianz?? hahaha... ok2 skg ni sy tak duk KL dah.. awk2 nak tau sy berpindah dr sebuah bandaraya atau Kota yang pesat penuh dengan pembangunan ke sebuah kampung terpencil di kawasan Negeri Perak di daerah Kuala Kangsar... OoHH this is what happen to me n all My Siblings.... Culture Shock ok kami?? tak penah lah saya duduk kat kampung tuh lame2 sehingga menjadi tempat saya akan bermaustatin... taw la kan?? Kampung saya tuh sangat la jauh dari segala kemudahan asas yang saya dapat sewenang2 nye mase kat kl dulu... n tu sume pengorbanan yang perlu kami lakukan... Yee... ABAH sayang saya buat keputusan untuk tinggal kat Kampung coz Opah kehilangan arwah atok last year... n in that period she beulang alik siang malam ke rumah my aunty yg tak jauh dr situ... n Abah as the only one son yang Opah ade harus atau wajib menjaga Opah yang makin tua... walaupun Opah kuat but we know she realy hope for that.... Pengorbanan besar yang Abah n Mak buat untuk Opah..

ye la just imagine Mak terpakse resign walaupun she got promoted... terpaksa jugak Mak tolak tawaran naik pangkat untuk ikut Abah suaminya yang tercinta... n Abah pulak kalau sebelum ini We all duk kat kl everyday dye akan balik... but now tottaly different bile dye hanye akan balik 4 hari sekali atau pun tak tentu mase la...kadang balik kadang2 tak..

huh kesian Mak kene lalui bende macam ni... berjauhan dengan abah ... jumpe seminggu sekali jek... tp kelebihannya pulak mase kat kl ... abah akan cuti seminggu sehari jek... tp skg walaupun abah balik seminggu sekali tp dalam 2 hari abah cuti... kewangan Abah pun tak berape nak stabil.. Mak dah resign so sume beban kat Abah... hummm.... cepat lah aku abis blaja boleh tolong Abah sikit2... tak pon kurangkan beban abah yang kene bagi duit kat akuh ni,...

adik2 pula alhamduliah faham dengan keadaan Abah n Mak... tak leh lah nak belanja semewah dlu... shoping setiap minggu.... hummmm..... tp tak pe ... aku percaya setiap yang berlaku mesti ade hikmahnya... Allah Maha Mengetahui....

hehe....